two goddesses

We are two goddesses sitting around the dinner table of heaven, discussing the stage of physical reality as though it actually existed somewhere other than our images of imagination. And I re-member her human drama of greek tragedy acted too many times, and too long, as to have become somewhat automated, the way the plot of a love story is. There is only so many variations, and then it goes stale like the scent of the party the night before.

But the poor ole dear is in the actual stage of Alzheimer's where one realizes that the stage is just the illusion, and what is happening backstage is of much more interest. And then at that point one forgets to remember their lines, probably caused by repetition of a Sumafi nature, and now words have lost their meaning. It is just noise that comes from the mouth, to distract one from their behavior, like the two could possibly be faintly related.

You have to realize that two goddesses are like two muses, in that they are not expected to be beautiful all the time. In fact, beauty is a detriment if the expectations of heels are too high and slow you down. I mean beauty is fine if you wish to tame the dragon, but at some point you will have to become the dragon to get by to the treasure. And that point of power is in the now. Any now. Pick one.

So I may shake my head and think poor ole thing, just as senile as all get out. But I still re-member several episodes where at that point she turned into dragon lady with nine inch nails, and the special effects were astounding. It was so real even I cowered before it, and spilled my popcorn.

But all in all, fuck the last act. What I want to know is what comes first, after the last act. Cause, cause and effect, just means there is an effect, cause. And that there will be a slight intermission, and the feature continues in another dimension.

I can't muse upon this anymore than I have in this moment. But I respect the muse, the way I respect the goddess in all her many aspects. For the muse is nothing more than the faint breath of inspiration.